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this chapter is dedicated to hua. he is a man u wont ever think he might be dangerous.. lots of ppl think he is a creep or somethin like that. but they r all wrong. chloe was the first to see it. me and chloe had been a coulpe once and it wasnt really a deep relationship.. it was like the most beautiful cheelreader with the craziest guy in the football team. we did the usual things and stopped dating, because we argued a lot. then three months later she told me that this guy, who was actually hua was watching her all the time. i thought first that he might be a stalker or somethin like that, but all he did was watching her when she was eating or at the training. Me myself thought too that he was a creep, but then i saw him at a party and got drunk with him. that night he told me that he was in love. hua was a sophomore and not a freshmen like we. i told chloe what was going on and she kinda liked him too. she started to talk to him, because hua doesnt talk much. he once said talking is a waste of energy. thats why he talks only when it is necessary. they started to date and became a couple soon and they still are. hua and me started to be friends too after they dated, first i was really jealous because i still felt attracted to her, but then it was ok and i was happy for them. One day we were on our way home from the mall and three guys tried to mess up with him. i tried to protect him. 10 seconds later i was on the ground. these were older and stronger then me. as i opened the eyes all of them were lying on the ground and hua was looking at me. as i asked he told me that he knocked them out and that it was easy and i was speachless. a week after that he asked me if i want to learn to protect myself and i said yes. At the beginning it was really stupid stuff i didnt like to to but that were the really important basics that u always need. i was practising every day instead of doing my football exercises lol but it was doing me good. i played harder and had more condition like before. Then after half a year of practicing i had my first fight. hua knew that i had no chance but he wanted to know how im gonna fight in such a situation. i was covered all over with blood but stood up again and again. he was beating the shit out of me, but i hated to lose and i wanted to fight. In the end i lost the fight hat to be stopped and i lost. hua told me that i was stupid, going on fighting could have caused me serious damage that might havent healed. i answered: giving up is not anything i can do. wont lose my face never in my life... hua thought of that a lot and finally believed me. then some time later he told me that i should come in the early morning to his house and there i saw him fighting with his fathers. both were using swords and it was amazing. it wasnt like in all these samurai movies it was really pure and fast. it was like they were dancing and same time walking on fire and i wont ever forget that impression. after that hua told me that he have been practicing to fight for 10 years that time and he introduced me to the real art of war that day. he taught me about the respect in the fight and the way someone with skills should behave. i suddenly realized that hua was a killer and that if he wanted he could kill u within seconds. i wasnt even afraid of the thought because i kinda felt that there was a tru friendship between us and i knew he would always back me, like he did in the future.

The birth had changed my life. Nothin was like it has been before. None of my friends or my family remarked anything, but I did. Something inside of me was changing and growing. My loved princess didnt change as much as I did. All that happened to her was, that she could express herself now, as she hadnt to hide nothing when I was with her.

I saw the world with new eyes. Now that I had tasted blood, I understood how much life means. Although I did something that wasnt ment to do, it made me respect the living things more. It showed me how precious every thing is and that the gift of drinkin someones blood is a honor, maybe the biggest sign of honor someone could give you.

Exactly in that time, at the beginning ofoctober when the leaves start to fall I thought of my life before my birth. I was 14 and eight months, was 5.8 ft tall, I could lift 130 pounds 15 times and I play football. You might think the typical prep guy and u might be right. I was one of those guyz who was liked from almost everyone, one of those guyz who could date all the prep grils and one of those who could make all the cheerleaders do what he wants.Maybe i was exactly all the guyz who are like these kinds of people maybe i wasnt.

After a footballgame in may 2000 i saw her. she wsa sitting there all alone waiting for somebody. The crowd around me cheered, but i couldnt stop watching her. I walked out of the crowed to her and asked her who she was. She told me her name (in my diary she will be called princess or queen)and wanted me to leave. I left and couldnt stop thinkin of her.

The next saturday Matt a friend of mine had a gig and i went to c him. there i was wearing read and blue among about 200 people dressed in black. Matt really rocked and it was amazing and after the show we jammed a bit together and then i saw her again. Princess was there and was lookin at me. I stood up and went to her. This time we talked all night and in the morning we was all alone. I brought her to her house, we shook hands and I let her go.

I didnt believe that I hadnt said anything and decided to do somethin. I went to the next store, bought some gasoline and wrote with it on the street: You are my Love!

I lighted it and run away, but she saw me do it and it was worth the trouble with the cops.

Next monday in school she didnt talk to me again. I was really confused. Why did she act like this? Later that day I heard some girls talkin about her, like she was an alien or somethin and it made me damn angry. I yelled at them and then searched for her till i found her. Then i walked to her asked her if she loves me and she said yes. I kissed her in front of everyone so the whole school knew what was going on.



Like this everything started and the first step on my way through love, joy, pain and sorrow was done.

I want to try to introduce you into a world that is deep dark, evil and full of thirst and pain - my soul. I know I am not Lestat or a vampire with such power. I am someone who has started to drink blood and really likes it, because it makes me feel good and i enjoy it. My Birth Five years ago, the 23 september 2000, I woke up and saw the sun rise. It was different from the times before and I felt strong and powerful, but the sun was like an enemy that tries to take my new power away from me. Yet I didnt realize what had happened, because I felt like an addicted after takin his drug. My mind was thinkin of ten thousand things the same time and I started to see things another way. Suddenly I realized that my hands were red. There was a strange taste in my mouth and on my lips, but i really liked it - BLOOD. As i turned around i saw her. She was breathing and i calmed down. I watched her sleeping, watched her breath and watched the spots where i had bit her. She was so beautiful and all over covered with blood. I caressed her hair and her face and she woke up - smiling. "My blood shall be yours, you shall own me!" I never heard someone talk like this, but it was like she said wat I wanted her to say. I cant remember how much I had drunk that night, but she was too weak to leave the bed. I loved her and wanted to brink her food. Instead of letting me care for her, she turned around and showed me her beautyful white neck. I kissed her and hold her in my arms, when she said: "I know you are thirsty. I belong to you. Drink if you want." It was instinct that had mad me bit her and drink her blood last night and it was instinct that made me do it again. I kisser her neck - tasted the blood - then bit her - drank again - felt the rush - stopped, although I wanted more. "Your weak, my love. I want you to become strong again and then I will fed on you. You shall be mine and I shall be yours." She was anemic for almost 14 days and all the time i cared for her, while she waited in our bed. That was my second birth. This day i was born as a vampire. An unknown power that had lived in me for 15 years was set free and it started to grow.

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DarkStormMoon
00:49 Jan 10 2010

your words are like the sounds of a sweet tune being played on a 1300,s oakbark violin it drew me in and captivated me completly...

EGO mos usquequaque belong vobis

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Stormy
20:17 Jun 19 2010

hmmm

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enyawolf
23:29 Oct 19 2011

you have a way of making evenything sound so beautiful

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Asgardareid
11:28 Aug 20 2013

Einfach wunderschön.....

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